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Friday, May 15, 2009

i told you so, i hate giving result day
it sucks. you know what sucks more
is repeating the uneasy feeling you get
everytime you get your result

and the dissapointment you feel
everytime you didnt score well
then you keep telling yourself that
i should have study hard, this that.

then when the next exam comes
you dun study hard. whats the use?
im like this.
and i had enough of feeling like this
i want to be like my boyfriend.
everytime he gets his result he know
he will do well. and yes its true, he does

i sometimes wonder how people can find the
motivation to study?
i cant, even if i say, for my boyfriend for my future
i cant. i need to find the spark
i need to find it really soon
before its too late.




again, i cant stop doing it.
im guilty. but guilty with pleasure
it feels so good but it feels so wrong
im lost, and i dont know what to do.
i hate myself for feeling this way.
i hate you stupid feelings.

writtern @12:27 AM